Why people become atheists.

Glenn Morton (grmorton@psyberlink.net)
Thu, 12 Jun 1997 20:59:53 -0500

I recently asked a bunch of atheists why they became atheists. I thought
this might be of some interest to those on this list. My apologies to those
who are on the other list I posted this on.

***
During my recent bout of arguing for historicity for parts of the Scripture
that are generally not considered historical, several people publically and
privately implied that the area of origins is really not that important.
One fellow privately thought I was merely being provocative and didn't
really believe
what I was saying. I had to disappoint him :-)

Because of this widespread belief on this listserve that this issue is not
that important, (as is evidenced by Burgy's thread "How many Folks Really
Care?", I decided to get some anecdotal data on who cares. I posted three
questions on Talk.Origins, the usenet group that regularly beats up on
Christians.
The questions are included in the notes below. I have been given permission
to post the notes, but I have removed all e-mail addresses. It seems that
lots of people didn't want to get spammed by Christian presentations of the
gospel and requested that their e-mails be removed.

Anyway, here are some people who cared when they were Christians about
whether Genesis harmonized with Science or not. They decided that it
didn't. This is the best case I can put before anyone as to why a
harmonization is important. We are losing people to the faith.

>What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
>who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
>questions.
>
>1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
>decision to leave Christianity?

It was one of two major reasons I left. As my awareness and
understanding of science and the evidence became more sophisticated
(I've always read many science books and magazines), the idea of a
literal creation or flood myth, a la Genesis, became more and more
ridiculous. The more I read Genesis, the more it seemed like myth to
me. It simply doesn't mesh with what we know from the fossil record
or the molecular evidence.

The other major reason I left was that I was one of the few Christians
I knew who actually read the entire Bible, and I just couldn't stomach
the vindictive, genocidal god portrayed in the Old Testament. If that
god exists, then this universe is absolutely absurd. A god who is
willing to wipe out entire portions of his creation and to infinitely
punish finite sins sounds more like a devil to me. I'm an optimist,
so I like to think the universe makes sense.

While I briefly considered a figurative interpretation of Genesis as a
solution to my evidence-inspired doubts, it failed to address my
second major concern with Christianity: the spitefulness of the OT
god. I gradually concluded that Christianity, while it contains some
uplifting and helpful elements, is, on the whole, a false belief
system. I am now comfortably agnostic.

>2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

See above.

>3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
>inhabited by Christians?

Yes, but please remove my name from the header. Thanks.

**
GRMorton wrote:
>
> This apparetnly didn't make it out of here this morning. so I will try
> again. On another listserve, the issue came up as to who cares about
> Genesis being history. I mentioned that there are lots of former
> Christians, who are now atheists who did care that Genesis didn't seem to
> concord with science and history and because of this left the faith.
>
> What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
> who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
> questions.
>
> 1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
> decision to leave Christianity?
>

Very. The main one. There were ancillary moral issues
involved, such as the fate of those who had never heard
the Gospel, and various bad behaviors of God in the Old
Testament.

**
You write:

>This apparetnly didn't make it out of here this morning. so I will try
>again. On another listserve, the issue came up as to who cares about
>Genesis being history. I mentioned that there are lots of former
>Christians, who are now atheists who did care that Genesis didn't seem to
>concord with science and history and because of this left the faith.

I'm not sure if I would call myself an atheist but I do believe
at this point in my life "former Christian" is correct.

>What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
>who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
>questions.

>1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
>decision to leave Christianity?

Coming from a fundamentalist background, these problems proved
to me in a way that no other Biblical "problem" ever has that
the Bible is not literally true. With this understanding came
the gradual realization that all of the fundamentalist doctrines
I'd been taught and believed were founded on false premises.
This engendered a sense of betrayal, feelings of anger and
confusion, and over time a perhaps somewhat irrational need to
distance myself from Christian beliefs as much as possible,
although I intellectually acknowledge the far more reasonable
beliefs and approaches of the liberal forms of Christianity.

From there I've reached the present, abandoning all forms of
religion and in some sense searching for god "from scratch".
I don't know where I'll end up.

>2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

>3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
>inhabited by Christians?

Sure.

-ted

**
[NOTE: This one illustrates that the advancement of solutions which don't
match fact, repels people.-
GRM]

In article <5n4vge$dqv$1@sulu.isource.net>, GRMorton
<GRMorton@isource.net> writes
>This apparetnly didn't make it out of here this morning. so I will try
>again. On another listserve, the issue came up as to who cares about
>Genesis being history. I mentioned that there are lots of former
>Christians, who are now atheists who did care that Genesis didn't seem to
>concord with science and history and because of this left the faith.
>
>What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
>who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
>questions.
>
>1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
>decision to leave Christianity?

Only part of it.

>
>2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

That, the atrocities in the Old Testament, the atrocities of more recent
Christians, and the realization that there are more ways of being moral
than being religious. What really turned me into a non-Christian was
going to a christian discussion group at university and finding out what
weird things they believed and how they couldn't agree on any way of
coming to a shared understanding. What's turned me into an anti-
christian and indeed anti-religionist (I don't like any fundamentalists,
christian, islamic, jewish, or Nichiren) is the fundamentalists on
talk.origins - the combination of ignorance, aggression, and lies are
really too much to take. I don't want any association with any
organization that has space for behaviour like that. There's a few other
things, but that's basically it.

>
>3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
>inhabited by Christians?

OK if you leave identifying details right off. I could do without
threats of hellfire or attempts at conversion. This goes for you too -
just in case you feel tempted :-)
**
On 4 Jun 1997 19:50:31 -0400, in talk.origins you wrote:

> What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
> who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
> questions.

Well, I'm not sure I would go so far as to call myself an atheist, but I
was a fundamentalist Christian (Penticostal) for ten years (age 10-20), and
then saw the light :-)

> 1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
> decision to leave Christianity?

Very. The thing that originally got me started was Asimov's study of the
bible, which blew my (brainwashed) mind. Then, as I studied & learned more,
things just spiralled out of control. It was a very enlightening
experience, to say the least.

> 3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
> inhabited by Christians?

I'd rather you didn't, unless it's done anonymously.
**
In response to your questions

[edited part removed]

I have rambled way to long. In closing I want to say that I hadn't
thought vary much about religion and I was content being a good person and
a good biologist and found the discoveries of molecular biology
stimulating and then suddenly I learn that some religious people are
trying distort facts to fit their 'Truth' and what is more they insisted
that everyone else believe their 'Truth'.
This insistance on believing literally in Genisis at first struck me as
humorous and eventually frieghtening. So I would say that if anything
this whole 'creation' thing has served only to drive a wedge between my
own beliefs and religion. Certainly the crack no matter how beniegn was
already there.

3) In so far as I fear religious people I do not want you to give my name
or address or phone number to any of them. I suppose it is really
impossible to remain completely anon. on the net but pleas try.

**
[Note: This response while not coming from someone who believed the Bible,
illuminates the difficulty of
not having a workable harmonization between Science and Theology.---GRM]

Replying to GRMorton@isource.net (GRMorton)

: 1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
: decision to leave Christianity?

Not at all. I never considered Genesis to be a literally true. I
always considered it an allegory or even simply folklore.

: 2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

The realization that God is not necessary for the everyday workings of
the universe; that 'lifeforce' is not necessary for life; the numerous
internal inconsistencies in the bible (the parts of it I _didn't_
consider allegories or demented rambling (Revelations)).
In short: my biology education put God out of work, or relegated him
to the corners of the universe science has yet to reach, such as
chaos. IMO it is a reasonable assumption to assume gods non-existance
on the premise that he is not needed, and on the observation that his
supposed role diminishes as science advances (from running the show
completely as a ruler, to a creator having kicked off the universe 5B
years ago and then kept away, or a manipulator hiding from us behind
the concept of chaos).

The problem with how god, being completely good and all-powerful, can
allow evil in the world was never a problem for me; having had pets
all my life I realized that a superior intelligence may have to do
things which his subjects doesn't approve of, but which were
necessary.

: 3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
: inhabited by Christians?

I'd rather not, since that invariably leads to my mail box being
flooded with commercial email. Been there, done that.
I now have a spam-stop in my address, but I don't want to test it THAT
hard. If you remove my email-address you are free to repost it,
though.

: glenn
**
On 4 Jun 1997 19:50:31 -0400, GRMorton@isource.net (GRMorton) wrote:

>
>What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
>who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
>questions.
>
>1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
>decision to leave Christianity?

it wasnt the contradiction since i never believed literalism anyhow.
what DID make a difference was the fact that a substantial number of
xtians believed in literalism. it seemed to be a dogma for the
religion of many.

>
>2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

privacy. the right of individuals to have morals inconsistent with
xtian morals.

>
>3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
>inhabited by Christians?

yep.

>
**
In article <5n4vge$dqv$1@sulu.isource.net>, GRMorton@isource.net says...
>
>This apparetnly didn't make it out of here this morning. so I will try
>again. On another listserve, the issue came up as to who cares about
>Genesis being history. I mentioned that there are lots of former
>Christians, who are now atheists who did care that Genesis didn't seem to
>concord with science and history and because of this left the faith.
>
>What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
>who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
>questions.
>
I would consider myself an agnostic or a Deist. I no longer believe in the God
of the Bible or Koran. Taoism and Buddhism make more religious sense to me and
I am a secular humanist and for the most part subscribe to the ideas espoused
in the first and second Humanist Manifestos.

Before I left the Church, I was a very involved Anglican. I was a member of
the Vestry of our parish and seriously considered the Priesthood.

>1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
>decision to leave Christianity?

Not very, the Anglican church generally has no theological problem with the
theory of Evolution, nor science in general. A literal reading of the Genesis
is considered foolish.

>
>2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?
>

The Nature of God, and the Divinity of Jesus Christ. I came to the conclusion
that the Bible was at best a very limited and limiting approach to
understanding God, and that it was a work of man, attempting to explain the
spiritual side of existance. Over time I came to the conclusion that God, if
such an entity exists, doesn't involve itself in the small stuff of the
Universe, and that any purpose that such and entity might have is intrinsically
unknowable by man. That the best we could do, was to enjoy its creation, be
good stewards and be kind to one another. I do not believe in a heaven or a
hell, nor in the continued existance of self after death.

>3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
>inhabited by Christians?
>

sure

>If you don't want to post your response, an e-mail to me will be fine. I
>will talley the results and post the results in a few days.
>
>glenn
>

**

On another listserv I once wrote:

>GM>If the Bible is nothing
>>but a nonhistorical set of nomad myths, which are objectively false, then
>>why bother with christianity. To say everything in a document is
>>historically false but the message in it is true, seems ludicrous to me.
>>I would not apply such logic in my work.

and received a reply from an atheist:

>
>This is a reasonably good summary of why I am not a Christian.
>
>However, I don't believe that the Old Testament is completely nonhistorical.
>Rather, I am more convinced by the claim that it is a record of a race's
>attempts to deal with divine concepts, rather than a record of a race's
>actual relationship with a divine being.

**
Replying to GRMorton@isource.net (GRMorton)

> 1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
> decision to leave Christianity?

Not much. I left Christianity before I knew much of anything about either
evolution or creationism. The only real conflict that influenced me was
between the claim of existence of God and the lack of evidence of the type
of God claimed.

> 2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

The main thing that drove me away was hypocrisy, particularly from those who
claim to idealize love but showed bigotry towards non-Christians (and, in
many cases, even to other Christians). Also influential were logical
inconsistencies, such as the all-loving God who tortures people for
eternity, and the conflict mentioned above.

> 3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
> inhabited by Christians?

Yes, anonymously.
**
GRMorton wrote:
>
> This apparetnly didn't make it out of here this morning. so I will try
> again. On another listserve, the issue came up as to who cares about
> Genesis being history. I mentioned that there are lots of former
> Christians, who are now atheists who did care that Genesis didn't seem to
> concord with science and history and because of this left the faith.
>
> What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
> who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
> questions.
>
> 1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
> decision to leave Christianity?

Very. While my father was a liberal Christian pastor, the other folks
teaching Sunday School were Fundamentalists, and they constantly harped on
issues which I knew to be untrue. If I pointed any of them out, I was
verbally abused and made to look stupid. Genesis was a huge problem because
they insisted on literalist interpretations of it's passages.

They eventually argued that I was disruptive for disagreeing with them, and
had me removed from the classes. I was strongly affected by this
experience; it was the first I'd had with people who claimed religious
beliefs but clearly hated and discriminated against those who simply
disagreed or were curious. I was taught to respect and love my opponents;
they were taught to walk roughshod over their
remains, apparently, in the Name of God.

That's how they behaved.

> 2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

You should see it by now. My father's career was cut short when he was
assigned to a church which didn't want him. After he demanded the return of
financial instruments owned by the church, but used by the controlling
council to secure loans on houses and the like, he was accused of being
mentally ill.
Oh, funny, these were fundamentalists. He had several other power struggles
in churches with various fundamentalists, several of which took the time to
explain to me - around the age of 12 - 14, numerous times - that my father
was evil, and such. These were the most Christian of the people in the
church, the "wear-it- on-their-sleeve" kinds. Funny thing, what they wanted
was control of the church.

After noting this, I became very interested in other religions, and found
them to be as plausible and sincere as Christianity. But only the
professionals could be said to embody their religions - for most others, it
was a pastime, not a sincere observance; or, it was an all-consuming power
struggle. And many of the priests and rabbis were themselves wrapped up in
disdain or prejudice.

So the main questions for me were: Why are so many Christians un-Christian?
Why are other religions just as sincere, if they are wrong, and how can we
choose?

> 3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
> inhabited by Christians?

If you can do so anonymously, that would be fine. I'd rather not be swamped
by well-meaning people out to bring me back to the fold. I know some very
fine Christians who'd do that any day of the week, should I so desire.

> If you don't want to post your response, an e-mail to me will be fine. I
> will talley the results and post the results in a few days.

I hope it's useful.
**
(A copy of this message has also been posted to the following newsgroups:
talk.origins)

In article <5n4vge$dqv$1@sulu.isource.net>, GRMorton@isource.net (GRMorton)
wrote:

| This apparetnly didn't make it out of here this morning. so I will try
| again. On another listserve, the issue came up as to who cares about
| Genesis being history. I mentioned that there are lots of former
| Christians, who are now atheists who did care that Genesis didn't seem to
| concord with science and history and because of this left the faith.
|
| What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist,
| who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of
| questions.

I'm not an atheist, but an apathetic agnostic ("don't know, don't care"), but...
|
| 1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your
| decision to leave Christianity?

The general lack of knowledge of science, philosophy (from the likes of
Schaffer and Guinness) and history were major factors in my rejection of
evangelical conservative thought.
|
| 2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

Among other things, the complete timewarp of culture - the idea that one
had to be living as though the Depression had never ended (this was a
Baptist church, and later an evangelical Anglican one). There were also the
ethical issues and moral questions associated with those who were able to
denigrate others while living very comfortable lives, thank you.

It is onerous to require that a single issue can overturn a deeply held and
complex view of life. If there had not been an antiscience attitude amongst
evangelicals, then there may have been a more pro-intellectual attitude
(rule out science and you rule out a lot of intellectual life), and so I
may have been able to find a place in that movement.

Once the issue was thrown up for reconsideration, for reasons that are
still quite personal, I was unable to re-enter that hermeneutic circle, and
with the attitudes within it, I had no reason to want to.
|
| 3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally
| inhabited by Christians?

It's on the 'net, so why not...

A final point. If I were on the verge of acceptance, the antiscience
attitude of evangelicalism (and most forms of catholic Christianity,
excluding perhaps Orthodoxy) would definitely deter me. Any faith that
cannot live in the world as it is, is defective, and not to be considered
by a rational thinker, on pain of self-contradiction.

-- John Wilkins, Head of Communication Services, Walter and ElizaHall Institute of Medical Research [Remove .UNSPAM from header address]

It is not enough to succeed. Friends must be seen to have failed. - Capote

**GRMorton <GRMorton@isource.net> wrote:> This apparetnly didn't make it out of here this morning. so I will try > again. On another listserve, the issue came up as to who cares about > Genesis being history. I mentioned that there are lots of former > Christians, who are now atheists who did care that Genesis didn't seem to > concord with science and history and because of this left the faith.>> What I would like to do is test that assertion. If you are an atheist, > who was a Christian in the past, I would like the answer to a couple of > questions.>> 1. How important were the problems between Genesis and Science to your > decision to leave Christianity?

No impact whatsoever.

> 2. If it wasn't this issue what issue was the most important?

The historicity or otherwise of various gospel stories; and mostsignificantly the resurrection; and the discovery that Jewishinterpretations of the the old testament were mostly more reasonablethan Christian interpretations.

> 3. Can I post your reply to another listserv which is generally > inhabited by Christians?

Only if it is posted anonymously.

> If you don't want to post your response, an e-mail to me will be fine. I > will talley the results and post the results in a few days.

***One final example, a man who is not a bigwig in the skeptics organization, is a former Christian who could not find any preacher or youth director who could answer his questions about Genesis. He finally figured that the Bible wasn't true and is now an atheist actively working at undermining the faith of others. This guy is a friend of mine and reviewed my book prior to my publishing it. He was quite helpful to me. But according to him, the main reason he left the faith was because of the problems between science and the Bible.

glenn

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